Hi .
Everyone seems sad this few days . Haish .
For me , I rather get the facts right , rather then spreading the lies . pfft .
If telling lies hurt and breaks our heart , what more would the truth do ?
its been a month , but nothing is changing .
)':
happy.fifth.month.anniversary.that.didn't.work.out.;
Hmmmph , sad sad sad . Yanti , let's go . I don't wanna be in this life anymore . I wanna have a life where people don't blame for what I didn't do . I want a life where all this shit wouldn't have happened . I wanna scream out everything that had happened . I wanna escape this life . Let's go Yanti . Yes , we should just go away for awhile , not doing what reality is doing but just doing the normal stuffs we do . Let's make those origamis and treasure what each of them means . And yes , MANY things can be done . Me too , need you , Yanti . We share the common things . I'm your box and you're mine . I need you now . The pain is killing me , inside out . People are hating me . People are blaming me . People are wondering , why am I sad . Wondering why must I still care bout him . Wondering , why the heck is he changing like this . Wondering why do I still care and love him , even though he has done things to me . Why ? Why must all this happen now ?! Wondering all the wonders that can and will come . I need to talk to someone . Someone like YOU . Yantiiiiiiiii ! I'm so hurt to even bother bout what's going on in my surroundings . Let's go somewhere where we can calm our minds . LET'S .
OUR SADNESS WILL
NEVER END ;
And boy , you can blame me all you want . Tell others this and that . Scold me all the vulgars that you know . You can go around telling people everything ! Go ahead , ruin.my.life. Hey , i forgot , it's already been ruined . Go and tell everyone , GO ! Tell until you're happy with it . Do whatever it takes , till you're HAPPY with it . Do all the craps you want , till you're happy , and that's what matter .
At least , I know that you're happy .Labels: I NEED YOU .
School is getting ridiculous every single day sia .
Especially when it comes to Maths .
Hmmm .. Boring sia Mr Choong teach . -.-.
But nevermind , still listen to him , for my own good . :)
So , after school chatted with Farah , Naqiah , Iskandar and Naz for awhile .
Then , chao to makan . Before that , while waiting for Naz , i had to go to Nurul's table then back to Naqiah's table and then back again for lots of times . Was discussing with Nurul and Hazel bout the drama thingy .
Hmmph , people were near there . :|
Hmm , after eating , went home with Naqiah .
Hmm , news were shocking when I was at home . :O
See how stupid you are to do such things ? =.=.
Hmmm , there will be FDS tomorrow .
SURE cannot join in the platoon sia . )':
Have to wait for a freaking looooooooooooooong time . Zzz , fail ar !.
Well , still not in the mood just yet . pfft .
I kept shouting at people when I've got no mood . My apologies . D':
<3 + )': = </3
Get it ?.
Every minute , every second ; Ithinkboutyou . ):
Labels: Would never regret . ever .
I REGRET BRINGING MY KEYS DOWN TO TAMPINES MART !!
FXCKING ANGRY AT MYSELF . -.-.
STUPID AR ! THEN , GOT SCOLDED EVEN THOUGH IT'S NOT FULLY MY FAULT !
Sorry for not posting for the past few days (?).Been busy with school . Zzz ar .
Feel so restless these few days . Fail ar . Haish .
Restless + mood less = MOOD REST .
I need to get back my mood . Can't be sad everyday , right ? Kesian my friends .
Rest ? GO HOME EARLY , ALIYAH .
Before I forget ,
Yesterday was Musq's and Erfan's birthday .
Happy birthday to both of you .
May you have happy lives , not like me , always . :D
So , today didn't fall in for NCC . another 4 more weeks . Zzz .
but still must come . hmm .
After NCC , went home with Naqiah , iqyn and Fatin .
Then , went to mac for awhile then home .
Before going home , something unexpected happened . Naqiah ^^ . haha .
You know I know . :)
Okay , thats all . I'm tired . I need some rest , seriously . Homework all the way sia . ):
I NEED TO REST , TEACHERS . In fact , WE , STUDENTS NEED TO REST . =.=.
Kay , bye .
Tmrw no assembly . -.-.
Labels: ARRGH
NUR ALIYAH
BTE MOHD HARIS